black, yet a blinding light
and i try with all my might
to hush the solitude inside.
apparent, as though seeming
it is in actuality i must admit
this is real. this is real.
glum shadows cover
the brightness that never was
dismal clouds shatter
the entirety of the past.
i am but one, never with another.
i am but forlorn, but forsaken.
i am with them, yet i still am without.
i can never be. i can never be.
deny me company.
just me.