Tuesday, April 29, 2003

Still

i look around, and i see your face among the crowd
and then you smiled and gave me this same strange feeling
i've once, twice, thrice, or many times felt...
it's only now that i've realized how much you've given too much for my love
and how much i've taken for granted all the things you've given up
and now i pray that there will a come a day that your love will glance back
and be willing to give it one last try...

maybe when and if that day comes, i'll gladly accept
everything that I've once regretted
maybe then, with open arms, i'll welcome you
and give you another chance to prove your love

but then, looking back, you have somebody new
i can't blame you for leaving me hanging in the air...
'cos maybe, i don't deserve to be loved by somebody like you
it's just that i feel bad 'cos I wasn't able to tell you what i could've told you before
i could've at least informed you that once in my life,
i had a feeling that was deeper than what you thought
you could've at least known that somewhere along that path,
there was a feeling that was more than that of friendship.

and now, it's too late for me to let you know
but you know, deep down inside, i'm still hoping that you'd come back one day
and profess to me the undying love you've once offered me to accept
though as for now, all that I can wish for is the friendship that we have
'cos i know that deep in your heart, i can never have a place except for that of friendship

still, i want to let you know
that then and now, i am still in love with you...